Today I feel though I have entered season 3 of what feels like a tv show on MTV. It's funny how one minute everything is fine and your making plans for the future then the carpet pulls it out from under you. My boyfriend and I of 3 months broke up tonight and even though after only 3 months it shouldn't really hurt it does. after spending that time almost conjoined to the hip it feels weird not having him around and it really sucks.
Tomorrow I start what I hope to be my future. I have two weeks of intense training of my job then hopefully start working in the store soon after. I hope to gain new skills and new friendships and a career to last a lifetime. This new job couldn't have come at a new time as it will keep me busy and my mind off the hard breakup.
I had one of the best weeks with my friends. Thursday night my best friend hosted a beautiful dinner party for all of the girls and it was so yummy it was great to catch up! Friday I got to catch up with the old crew and I can't believe how much I missed them and I don't wanna give up our stupid nights of laughing and late pizza runs! Saturday night I can't even remember but will never forget. Got a little bit more drunk than what was intended but so well worth it! I love being young. Now I am single I will have alot more time on my hands so I'm sure I'll be regurally keeping you posted on my TV series of my life. Ciao xo
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
After not blogging for over a month I feel I owe it to myself to let everything out. Lately I have been going from up to down pretty dramatically. One minute I can be totally happy then one little thing just puts me in the worst mood.
Exciting things have happened in 2 months. Got the part-time job I was really hoping for, Attended my boyfriend's sisters beautiful wedding and booked another trip to Queensland.
After deferring Uni for the rest of the year and declining 2 job offers I was starting to worry I had made the wrong decisions. A month and a half after my second interview and no word I had given up hope for the job I was hoping to get. Randomly I had a missed call and voicemail informing me that I had infact gotten the position. I am really happy and can't wait to start this new chapter of life and hopefully it will take me places I had only dreamed of.
I spent last weekend in Wollongong for my boyfriend's sisters wedding and the first wedding I have ever been to and it was absolutly beautiful. From the dress, to flowers, to music everything turned out perfectly and I do wish enternal happiness for the Bride and Groom and I am extremely jealous of their 5 week hunnymoon overseas!
Queensland for the third time this year but this time will be a more romantic getaway with just me and Zachary. I am really excited as its my first trip away with a boyfriend and I can't wait to have lots of fun for the weekend!
Saturday was my netball grandfinal. After an intense semi which ended in extra time we were vsing our biggest rival once again. After heavy rain and wet courts we still played and unfortunatly things this time just didn't go our way and we sadly lost by only 2.
Exciting things have happened in 2 months. Got the part-time job I was really hoping for, Attended my boyfriend's sisters beautiful wedding and booked another trip to Queensland.
After deferring Uni for the rest of the year and declining 2 job offers I was starting to worry I had made the wrong decisions. A month and a half after my second interview and no word I had given up hope for the job I was hoping to get. Randomly I had a missed call and voicemail informing me that I had infact gotten the position. I am really happy and can't wait to start this new chapter of life and hopefully it will take me places I had only dreamed of.
I spent last weekend in Wollongong for my boyfriend's sisters wedding and the first wedding I have ever been to and it was absolutly beautiful. From the dress, to flowers, to music everything turned out perfectly and I do wish enternal happiness for the Bride and Groom and I am extremely jealous of their 5 week hunnymoon overseas!
Queensland for the third time this year but this time will be a more romantic getaway with just me and Zachary. I am really excited as its my first trip away with a boyfriend and I can't wait to have lots of fun for the weekend!
Saturday was my netball grandfinal. After an intense semi which ended in extra time we were vsing our biggest rival once again. After heavy rain and wet courts we still played and unfortunatly things this time just didn't go our way and we sadly lost by only 2.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Keeps getting better...
I have never felt in my life as great as I've being feeling in the last few weeks. Still waiting to hear about some important matters but not really feeling too stressed about it.
Yesterday I arrived home from my holiday to Queensland and I miss it already! The weather and the hotel room and just everything about it was great! We had the best time and were so lucky! We went to Movieworld and Dreamworld aswell as doing the Sling Shot and the Vomatron 3 times each! I love the feeling you get from being thrown in the air at crazy speeds while tumbling was amazinggggggg!
On our first night we went to Ripleys Believe it or Not and were lucky enough to be the 1000th Customer and won alot of fun things was very pleasing! We also went to the Casino and come out with a win, Infinity and an intense shopping adventure at Harbor Town.
I was really missing my boy and family though and definately my bed! But I really can't wait to go on holidays again!
Hope this good feeling lasts a little longer :) xo
Yesterday I arrived home from my holiday to Queensland and I miss it already! The weather and the hotel room and just everything about it was great! We had the best time and were so lucky! We went to Movieworld and Dreamworld aswell as doing the Sling Shot and the Vomatron 3 times each! I love the feeling you get from being thrown in the air at crazy speeds while tumbling was amazinggggggg!
On our first night we went to Ripleys Believe it or Not and were lucky enough to be the 1000th Customer and won alot of fun things was very pleasing! We also went to the Casino and come out with a win, Infinity and an intense shopping adventure at Harbor Town.
I was really missing my boy and family though and definately my bed! But I really can't wait to go on holidays again!
Hope this good feeling lasts a little longer :) xo
Sunday, July 11, 2010
The sky is the limit
Feeling pretty slack that I haven't blogged in a while but been super busy with life and now having a boyfriend. I love how happy he makes me by doing the simplest of things and I love making him as happy.
Life seems to be falling into place now and it's so good :)
I no longer look back only forward. I love this place where I'm at and hope to stay in it aslong as possible.
Queensland is only 9 days away now and I'm so excited! I can't wait for the themeparks to feel the adrenaline rush, the long days of bargin shopping and spending time with Laura. I still remember the day 11 weeks ago that we booked our flights and can't believe just how quick it's come around.
Too happy to have anything to rant about. =D
LOVE <3
Life seems to be falling into place now and it's so good :)
I no longer look back only forward. I love this place where I'm at and hope to stay in it aslong as possible.
Queensland is only 9 days away now and I'm so excited! I can't wait for the themeparks to feel the adrenaline rush, the long days of bargin shopping and spending time with Laura. I still remember the day 11 weeks ago that we booked our flights and can't believe just how quick it's come around.
Too happy to have anything to rant about. =D
LOVE <3
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Million Dollar Bill
Nothing is better then pure happiness, and I don't think I've been this happy ever. I have finally put my needs before others and shed all the drama from my life. I feel like this is a new chapter in my life and it's a book I don't wanna put down.
Seems like new doors are opening up for me all around but I'm waiting for that one I really wanna explore further. After having offers to move to the other side of the country and to join a government I am still wanting one more. After progressing through to the 2nd round lets hope I can get the one I really want.
Worked last night for the first time in a while and I had some of the cutest old people come through. Sometimes I want to just sit and talk with them and hear about their life stories and the struggles they lived through. I love that they can barely walk but still come down for that bottle of milk and bread.
Only two weeks and two days till Laura and I escape the bubble and have a little fun in QUEENSLAND! Really excited to just get away with someone I have so much fun with!
I have the greatest people in my life at this moment in time and cerish them more than anything. I don't always let them know how much they mean to me and let people slip out of my life but will not have this happen again.
Loving; Life <3
Seems like new doors are opening up for me all around but I'm waiting for that one I really wanna explore further. After having offers to move to the other side of the country and to join a government I am still wanting one more. After progressing through to the 2nd round lets hope I can get the one I really want.
Worked last night for the first time in a while and I had some of the cutest old people come through. Sometimes I want to just sit and talk with them and hear about their life stories and the struggles they lived through. I love that they can barely walk but still come down for that bottle of milk and bread.
Only two weeks and two days till Laura and I escape the bubble and have a little fun in QUEENSLAND! Really excited to just get away with someone I have so much fun with!
I have the greatest people in my life at this moment in time and cerish them more than anything. I don't always let them know how much they mean to me and let people slip out of my life but will not have this happen again.
Loving; Life <3
Friday, June 25, 2010
Don't be afraid to fall
How can it be so easy to fall asleep in his arms? Is it because they offer protection and assurance that everything will be okay or because he kisses me on the forehead just as I'm drifting off or because my hand snuggles right into his.
Finally finished uni for this semster and soon will be putting in for my deferring. After 4 very spread exams I am very glad that it's finally holidays. What I can't believe is it's less than 4 weeks till Queensland. Where did the time go?
I really can't believe how much my life is pretty much a season of The Hills but unfortunately I'm not getting paid or put on TV. It's crazyyy but makes me laugh at the same time. I don't know why people would want drama in their life, simple is soo much better!
Loving the connections I am currently having around me. Some people I would never expect turn out to be some of the best people around and I hope they stay around and yes I'm talking about you Miss Elli :)
I'm finally ready to fall into the unknown to make mistakes and really live life.
CurrentlyLoving; Snuggles, Holding hands, Heater, The Hills <3
Finally finished uni for this semster and soon will be putting in for my deferring. After 4 very spread exams I am very glad that it's finally holidays. What I can't believe is it's less than 4 weeks till Queensland. Where did the time go?
I really can't believe how much my life is pretty much a season of The Hills but unfortunately I'm not getting paid or put on TV. It's crazyyy but makes me laugh at the same time. I don't know why people would want drama in their life, simple is soo much better!
Loving the connections I am currently having around me. Some people I would never expect turn out to be some of the best people around and I hope they stay around and yes I'm talking about you Miss Elli :)
I'm finally ready to fall into the unknown to make mistakes and really live life.
CurrentlyLoving; Snuggles, Holding hands, Heater, The Hills <3
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Gotta speak soft and listen harder
The last week I've had many thoughts running wild through my mind. Thinking keeps me up at night and I keep imagining the future.
I have learnt that in this life to survive we need friends, love and happiness. This week is the first time I have been truly happy in a long time. I am truly happy in myself and it can be seen by others even affected my abilty to play netball.
I have also learnt that change is always going to happen whether we are ready for it or not. Life throws us a curve ball and we have to hit it as hard as we can. A change in opinion of someone, a change in style or even a change in friends. No matter what happens stay true and stick up for yourself and you will find out who your true friends are.
'When one door closes another one opens' - probably the most truest saying ever. Something even better is waiting around the corner and everything happens for a reason. Even if I don't get the job I had an interview for it was still an awesome experience to get as far as I did and another better position will be out there for me.
Not sure where I'm going and I'm getting there no where fast but I'm sure loving the ride.
CurrentlyLoving; lacey tights, L.A Candy - Lauren Conrad, dressing gown, hanging with a boy, life
I have learnt that in this life to survive we need friends, love and happiness. This week is the first time I have been truly happy in a long time. I am truly happy in myself and it can be seen by others even affected my abilty to play netball.
I have also learnt that change is always going to happen whether we are ready for it or not. Life throws us a curve ball and we have to hit it as hard as we can. A change in opinion of someone, a change in style or even a change in friends. No matter what happens stay true and stick up for yourself and you will find out who your true friends are.
'When one door closes another one opens' - probably the most truest saying ever. Something even better is waiting around the corner and everything happens for a reason. Even if I don't get the job I had an interview for it was still an awesome experience to get as far as I did and another better position will be out there for me.
Not sure where I'm going and I'm getting there no where fast but I'm sure loving the ride.
CurrentlyLoving; lacey tights, L.A Candy - Lauren Conrad, dressing gown, hanging with a boy, life
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