What I feel I let myself down on in life is not telling the people I care and love about in my life just how much I cherish their friendship. I wish I could express my feelings for these people easily just so they know. What scares me the most is unexpectedly leaving this world and leaving things unsaid.
The last few days haven't been the best for me but I love having people around who make things so much better. Life is about the company you keep but unfortunately we are also forced to be around people who we don't necessarily have things in common with. It's hard to spend so much time wishing you weren't near someone but I guess it's just a common part of life.
Recently an old friend has re-entered my life and it makes me really happy. I have learnt differences can be resolved and once you make a connection with someone it's difficult to let go. I have also learnt time does heal pain.
Shopping has become an epic addiction. New shoes, clothes and jewellery almost daily.
An amazingly random shopping trip to Sydney ended in a new favourite t-shirt and jeans and a new love for the city. Spending Melbourne Cup watching the race that stops the nation on the top level of David Jones and having my horse win was an amazing way to spend the day with one of my best friends.
I still can't believe just how good my life is at this moment in time I just wish I could freeze time for a bit longer as I'm terrified of loosing all that I've got.
Recently a friend, boyfriend, son and brother was lost from my community. It was a shocking tragedy that has really impacted on me and those around me. I am so saddened by what has happened but really learning to appreciate each day as it comes. For those who were close to him have really being hit hard especially for such a young and a sudden accident. I hope this has made all of us stronger in each and every way and makes us closer as a whole.
I love my life and everyone in it <3
Monday, November 15, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Rollercoaster
6 weeks ago I was a totally different person. Monday the 20th of October life as I knew it changed. Who would've thought I would find an amazing job with the most amazing people I have ever met. Openning week at my new job was the most intense week of my life. Working 10 hour days involving heavy lifting and learning the ropes.
I had the opportunity to work closely with some of the companies finest from all over Australia. Seeing these amazing people working and having so much passion really had inspired me for the better. I've made close friends with these people and having them have such a big impact on my life and then have to leave has left me feeling empty and missing them so so much!
The last 2 weeks have been some of the best times of my life and I could't imagine not knowing these people.
I had the opportunity to work closely with some of the companies finest from all over Australia. Seeing these amazing people working and having so much passion really had inspired me for the better. I've made close friends with these people and having them have such a big impact on my life and then have to leave has left me feeling empty and missing them so so much!
The last 2 weeks have been some of the best times of my life and I could't imagine not knowing these people.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Who's Town?
Today I am left wondering how I was so lucky in life to have met these amazing people who surround me. How did I get paid today for throwing a party and having the best time of my life? Wish I had the answer and I wish everyone was as lucky as me but I guess I am a 'special' star. So much positive energy in the air that I don't waste my time being negative or thinking about the sadder things in life.
Studying belonging in year 11 seemed so pointless as I thought I belonged then but now I really know what it feels like to belong. So much respect and love for these amazing people! <3 <3 <3
Studying belonging in year 11 seemed so pointless as I thought I belonged then but now I really know what it feels like to belong. So much respect and love for these amazing people! <3 <3 <3
Monday, September 27, 2010
Life as we know it
"When one door closes another one opens."
This is definitely a quote for me to live my life around. When you think things are at their best or worst they aren't. This week I have found a new meaning for work, friendship and life. I can't believe just how lucky I am to have found this new family who is accepting and just amazing in every single way possible. They picked me up when I needed it most no questions asked. I've never jumped out of bed at 7am just to go to work. I love my life.
Now I've sat here looking at the cursor blinking at me for 10 minutes and I can't think of any more to share. I have nothing to whinge about no negative thoughts. This is what life is about.
Learn; Love; Share <3
This is definitely a quote for me to live my life around. When you think things are at their best or worst they aren't. This week I have found a new meaning for work, friendship and life. I can't believe just how lucky I am to have found this new family who is accepting and just amazing in every single way possible. They picked me up when I needed it most no questions asked. I've never jumped out of bed at 7am just to go to work. I love my life.
Now I've sat here looking at the cursor blinking at me for 10 minutes and I can't think of any more to share. I have nothing to whinge about no negative thoughts. This is what life is about.
Learn; Love; Share <3
Friday, September 24, 2010
The week that was
The start to the week started off with a bang. Two major life changes. Boyfriend broke up with me and I started my new job. It's funnily ironic that the worst and the best happened on the same day. After the inital shock of the break-up I am now okay. I am adjusting to life without him but miss him terribly. I'm glad it's happened but it sucks that it had to.
My job is the BEST job in the whole world. I have become part of a new family. Everyone is so unique and accepting to everyones differences and I love waking up every morning and spending the whole day interacting with them. This amazing opportunity is what has got me through this tuff time and I feel so incredibly lucky. I am also so lucky that where I have been blessed to do my core training is in the heart of beauitful Newcastle. I get to look at the beach every morning see surfers with dolphins and lay and bask the sunrays of the beautiful Spring. It's being so interesting learning about people and their interests and also the technoloy and cultures of my job. I have loved getting to know the amazing people I am going to be working with daily and can't wait to open our new store.
This week I have spent alot of time with my friends. I forgot how much I had missed them and really regret hiding away for so long and have now learnt from my mistake so the relationship has definetly taught me some things and I will not make the same mistakes again. Working fulltime I haven't really understood how difficult it is to manage your time. I have neglected some important things and it's something I really need to work on. Finally a day off tomorrow but back at work on Sunday.
When I thought I had life planned out it threw a spanner into the works.
Lets find out what future has install for me, together.
P.S I feel I should attach a video of me from last weekend just so you can know the real me.
My job is the BEST job in the whole world. I have become part of a new family. Everyone is so unique and accepting to everyones differences and I love waking up every morning and spending the whole day interacting with them. This amazing opportunity is what has got me through this tuff time and I feel so incredibly lucky. I am also so lucky that where I have been blessed to do my core training is in the heart of beauitful Newcastle. I get to look at the beach every morning see surfers with dolphins and lay and bask the sunrays of the beautiful Spring. It's being so interesting learning about people and their interests and also the technoloy and cultures of my job. I have loved getting to know the amazing people I am going to be working with daily and can't wait to open our new store.
This week I have spent alot of time with my friends. I forgot how much I had missed them and really regret hiding away for so long and have now learnt from my mistake so the relationship has definetly taught me some things and I will not make the same mistakes again. Working fulltime I haven't really understood how difficult it is to manage your time. I have neglected some important things and it's something I really need to work on. Finally a day off tomorrow but back at work on Sunday.
When I thought I had life planned out it threw a spanner into the works.
Lets find out what future has install for me, together.
P.S I feel I should attach a video of me from last weekend just so you can know the real me.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Season 3 - hearts broken
Today I feel though I have entered season 3 of what feels like a tv show on MTV. It's funny how one minute everything is fine and your making plans for the future then the carpet pulls it out from under you. My boyfriend and I of 3 months broke up tonight and even though after only 3 months it shouldn't really hurt it does. after spending that time almost conjoined to the hip it feels weird not having him around and it really sucks.
Tomorrow I start what I hope to be my future. I have two weeks of intense training of my job then hopefully start working in the store soon after. I hope to gain new skills and new friendships and a career to last a lifetime. This new job couldn't have come at a new time as it will keep me busy and my mind off the hard breakup.
I had one of the best weeks with my friends. Thursday night my best friend hosted a beautiful dinner party for all of the girls and it was so yummy it was great to catch up! Friday I got to catch up with the old crew and I can't believe how much I missed them and I don't wanna give up our stupid nights of laughing and late pizza runs! Saturday night I can't even remember but will never forget. Got a little bit more drunk than what was intended but so well worth it! I love being young. Now I am single I will have alot more time on my hands so I'm sure I'll be regurally keeping you posted on my TV series of my life. Ciao xo
Tomorrow I start what I hope to be my future. I have two weeks of intense training of my job then hopefully start working in the store soon after. I hope to gain new skills and new friendships and a career to last a lifetime. This new job couldn't have come at a new time as it will keep me busy and my mind off the hard breakup.
I had one of the best weeks with my friends. Thursday night my best friend hosted a beautiful dinner party for all of the girls and it was so yummy it was great to catch up! Friday I got to catch up with the old crew and I can't believe how much I missed them and I don't wanna give up our stupid nights of laughing and late pizza runs! Saturday night I can't even remember but will never forget. Got a little bit more drunk than what was intended but so well worth it! I love being young. Now I am single I will have alot more time on my hands so I'm sure I'll be regurally keeping you posted on my TV series of my life. Ciao xo
Sunday, September 5, 2010
After not blogging for over a month I feel I owe it to myself to let everything out. Lately I have been going from up to down pretty dramatically. One minute I can be totally happy then one little thing just puts me in the worst mood.
Exciting things have happened in 2 months. Got the part-time job I was really hoping for, Attended my boyfriend's sisters beautiful wedding and booked another trip to Queensland.
After deferring Uni for the rest of the year and declining 2 job offers I was starting to worry I had made the wrong decisions. A month and a half after my second interview and no word I had given up hope for the job I was hoping to get. Randomly I had a missed call and voicemail informing me that I had infact gotten the position. I am really happy and can't wait to start this new chapter of life and hopefully it will take me places I had only dreamed of.
I spent last weekend in Wollongong for my boyfriend's sisters wedding and the first wedding I have ever been to and it was absolutly beautiful. From the dress, to flowers, to music everything turned out perfectly and I do wish enternal happiness for the Bride and Groom and I am extremely jealous of their 5 week hunnymoon overseas!
Queensland for the third time this year but this time will be a more romantic getaway with just me and Zachary. I am really excited as its my first trip away with a boyfriend and I can't wait to have lots of fun for the weekend!
Saturday was my netball grandfinal. After an intense semi which ended in extra time we were vsing our biggest rival once again. After heavy rain and wet courts we still played and unfortunatly things this time just didn't go our way and we sadly lost by only 2.
Exciting things have happened in 2 months. Got the part-time job I was really hoping for, Attended my boyfriend's sisters beautiful wedding and booked another trip to Queensland.
After deferring Uni for the rest of the year and declining 2 job offers I was starting to worry I had made the wrong decisions. A month and a half after my second interview and no word I had given up hope for the job I was hoping to get. Randomly I had a missed call and voicemail informing me that I had infact gotten the position. I am really happy and can't wait to start this new chapter of life and hopefully it will take me places I had only dreamed of.
I spent last weekend in Wollongong for my boyfriend's sisters wedding and the first wedding I have ever been to and it was absolutly beautiful. From the dress, to flowers, to music everything turned out perfectly and I do wish enternal happiness for the Bride and Groom and I am extremely jealous of their 5 week hunnymoon overseas!
Queensland for the third time this year but this time will be a more romantic getaway with just me and Zachary. I am really excited as its my first trip away with a boyfriend and I can't wait to have lots of fun for the weekend!
Saturday was my netball grandfinal. After an intense semi which ended in extra time we were vsing our biggest rival once again. After heavy rain and wet courts we still played and unfortunatly things this time just didn't go our way and we sadly lost by only 2.
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